"None of us suddenly becomes something overnight. The preparations have been in the making for a lifetime.- Gail Goodwin
I really haven't felt like blogging about my day to day journey lately. Rather, I've been kind of taken over by my feelings and emotions about everything. Life, marriage, friendships, money, jobs, kids, goals... Sometimes I feel like there are multiple people living inside of me and they all want to do something different than the other. One wants to run away from all these responsibilities that seem to be piling on top of me. Another wants to keep pushing forward with each audition, hoping someone gives me a break. Another wants to be the dutiful wife and mother who whisks her family away to a better quality of life. Yet another wants to say f*ck it! And do whatever I want to do whenever I want to do it and not care what ANYONE thinks, family included. And finally there's the one who always seems to prevail who says, hey, if this is really what you want to do then put that "S" on your chest {Alicia Keys "Superwoman" reference for those who don't know} and suck it up gotdamnit!

Feelings. Oh god they can take you on a rollercoaster ride if you let them.

*Sigh* I really need to act in something soon to help get all of this pent-up, conflicting, emotionally-charged energy out of me.
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  1. Kristin Says:

    Hey Brandi, I've been missing your blogs! I was like what is going on here!! LOL I know exactly how you feel, I feel the same way sometimes. Keep the faith and keep working at it. You didn't come this far to give it up now :) A few weeks back I mentioned how I was finally writing my own scene for my reel. You told me to let you know how it turned out. Take a looky! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pPcykdH5GJ8&feature=youtube_gdata_player



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